Sunday, August 2, 2009

the start of a book-copyrighted

IF YOU ARE JUST STARTING TO READ THIS BOOK I AM WRITING THEN YOU HAVE TO GO DOWN TO OLD POSTS AND START FROM THE BEGINNING. THE 2ND OLDEST POST IS THE BEGINNING OF THE BOOK AND JUST KEEP SCROLLING UP TO NOW, THE MOST RECENT.

Be careful what you wish for you just might get it, and the baggage to. After 30 years of being divorced from husband #1 (before computers) we made contact. After 30 years!!
How wierd is that? It was done through Facebook. Oh wait, it is about the computer after all. I rarely thought about H#1. Occasionally I would Google his name or look in some data base. Other than that no real need to contact him, just curiosity.
We had such long emails about what had happened to us over the last 30 years that I invited him to my wedding. Wow! If you would have told me 30 years this scenario would happen I would have said no, an emphatic no!

Once I got to know more about what he had been through these last 30 years I felt like I was in a comfortable chair. I found an old friend and indeed I had. I was expecting anger on my part for various reasons but I didn't. I'm at the point in my life where things have to roll off my back. FH#4 is grateful, I think, for my calm demeanor, or most of the time. I do get frustrated. Or give me an Oil and gas person or someone from the Government and the pirannha in me comes out. Sure surprised FH#4. I think inside he was proud of me.
Hey, as far as that subject goes, Oil and Gas, don't mess with me. I can talk you under the table. Oh, excuse me while I get off my soap box. HAHA.

Husband #1 can't afford to come to my wedding but it sure would be wierd to have husbands #1,2,3 there as a guest, photographer or whatever. Nah, it wouldn't be for me. I could deal with it. It's nice seeing a friendship is forming with H#1 and H#3. Husband #2, not sure where I stand but I think he is warming up to me. I'm not the "bitch" I was lead to be seen as by outside parties in others lives. At least I hope that is how he sees it.

Yeah, yeah, I know I have gotten off the beaten track of online dating but this is my memoir. I do tend to make detours as some know having had conversations with me. If you think about it just a minute ago was history in my life so this morning would be history. I just love the way I twisted that one around!

All my detours have worn me out for the moment. What an imaginative mind can do.....lol

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