Woke up to snow coming down. It was winter, what were we expecting? Oh I hate the cold LOL. All wrapped up in my blanket, sitting at the computer and smiling because the heat just came on and a heat vent was right at my feet. AHHHHH.
I felt the need to expand on our "Wednesdays". We joke that if the neighbors didn't see Ex's #3 car at our house it would throw off their week. Yeah, he's my ex husband, yeah, there were problems-that is an understatement-but as I got older I realized my family was gone (except my children of course) and my friends were my family. Ex-husband #3 was kind of in the same position. After everything we had gone through we finally realised we needed each other.
My joe was ok with that. Joe knows how much I love him.
I just thought of a reason for writing today, not that I needed one, today would have been our (Ex husband #3) 8 year wedding anniversary. I'm sure there had to be a card for that.
I felt a bit melancholy about it. So much hurt and laughter. I choose to remember the good things from any relationship I had been in when some are stuck on the negative.
The relationships I had been in over my life had impacted me in a different way every time. Joe got what resulted from the other men, some good, some not so good. Each in their own way gave me the tools to be the strong, surviving, woman I am today. I was proud to having known each of them.
One has part of my heart forever. That heart had been healing more over the years which was good for Joe.
Another thought running through that head of mine.
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